Its Pointless Really!

I swear its pointless for me to be on here on a daily basis because the only person commenting on my blogs lately is Mark, he’s posted at least 1 comment on every single one of my blogs and in the last 5 days the only other person who has posted a comment on any of them is Martin and that was only once. So really the only reason for me to be on here is for the Communication class assessment task thing or whatever it is.

Oh and Martin just commented on my post i did yesterday. Yeah incase you didn’t notice i’m in a complaining mood, majorly!

Nay’s been in the room cleaning it, surprisingly, the only reason she’s doing it is coz i threatened i’d do something but i didn’t tell her what it was and she doesn’t wanan find out. Even though i don’t even have anything planned, it was just a threat to get her to clean the room. But hey, at least its getting cleaned and as usual i’m getting what i want, and yet i’m not happy, i don’t know why but i’m not happy, when i’m sitting on the couch watching movie’s with Nay, yeah, i’m happy then but lately we haven’t been doing that much and i’m not happy at all at the moment and i don’t know what can make me really happy, sure i smile and laugh but that doesn’t mean i’m happy…i don’t think i’ve really been happy since i had to move out of my mum’s, sure i was happy enough here at first but its not the same at all.

I’m majorly behind in VCAL and i don’t think i even really want to do it anymore, the I.T part of it is great and i love it but the VCAL part of it just doesn’t interest me like it did last year. Probably because i’m just doing exactly the same thing i did last year just with different teachers and i gotta do it alot better. I dunno, i think i’m on the verge of another personality change, the only things that interest me right now are pets, music, friends, family, computers and…umm…drinking…probably the drinking because i don’t feel happy and i feel better and happier…even just temporarily…when i’m drinking.

I don’t know, i might post tomorrow, might not, depends on my mood, yes i do things depending on my mood, not on if i’m told to or not.

cya’s…